weary

you couldn't have lied. you do not even know how yet somehow you understand enough to pardon.

so this burden of yours do i fear the weight of it, how much better than the others out there is it?

can you understand my despair, my angst, can you understand enough to put me out of the misery that is hurting you.

eternity in hell, and death by hanging... tonight fells like that eternity to. would it have been simplier.

I am not who I hope I am. I am unknown, and I am tired.

feathered-strength

while the ground slips from underneath my feet

see me standing on air.

while the sun turns grim and the rain fall batters my spirit

see me standing on air.

while my soul lies in unspoken battles, when the darkness of night time remains a monstruos shackle

o see, see me standing on air.
rising ever rising
firmly planted on this Rock!!

though lifes wind bellows unfairly
see me standing on air.

30 days of thankfulness: day 2

today i am thankful:

for

the people I share my life with.

that i have hands to hold, and there are hands to be held.

thank you God for the persons you have blest me with.

30 days of thankfulness: day 1

I am thankful today for:

snow

first sight {in my adult life}.... just beautiful.

I am thankful to God for the sight of snow.